10 days break= 10 days thinking~

I think is good for us to separate and take a break for 10 days, because i need the time to think and think. I still feel not safety until now..I lost the confidence, i don't have brave to ask you all about it..I never ask you because i don't wan force you and i told myself i will trust you...I will trust and believe what u done for me is true...

i suddenly thinking back how we start everything. I 'm feeling sad when i start to see u already feel uncomfortable when beside me. Remembered that day i went to your house, you receive a sms but you din straight away reply it. I know is she sms you...You already look different although beside me..That day we went to watch movie, you look like a person scare people see you together with me..I'm feel uncomfortable...

I really don't know what you write in your blog is it from your heart or is i force u to do that..If we din start everything, everything will be different..U n Me maybe can look like a stranger now..Maybe we just say hi when we meet in class~

Maybe the day is coming..........nobody will know it...Let's prove it in this coming days.......

already pass~

It is a naked truth to say that i'm waiting for u around 3 years. I'm waiting for u to come back, i'm waiting for u to give me some respond and i'm waiting for u to give me some hope. But when i look back to the past 3 years, u never give me a respond, u never give me hope and u already forgot our promise..

I'm feel happy when i knew u coming back soon. But the feeling already change from love to friendship. You still a guy who give me a sweet memory before, nobody can replace what u done for me, but the only things i can do is i will treat u as a very good friend. Thanks my dear.....

I will...with you...

I will count down the day when we meet soon...
I will plan where we wanna go for date when we meet after 2 month...
I will think how i wanna treat you good day by day...
I will think what we go for lunch and dinner next time..
I will keep the promise that we wanna do together when the days come...
I will let you free whenever you request...
I will wait for u no matter how long...
I will support you no matter what is your decision...
I will trust what do you tell me...
I will believe your love is sincerely...
I will love you til end of the day...
I will always keep our memory in my heart...
I will tell you the truth no matter what happened...

I just wanna tell you i will keep you in my heart til the end of the days....and forever~

birthday 2010~

05-04-10~went to small genting in Cheras to celebrate my birthday with a gang of friends....

 10-04-10~celebrate my birthday with my lovely puppy...the look with no make up look quite different with previous...XP....thanks for my puppy to give me a sweet dating tat day~
My birthday present~cute bear+ Ferrero Rocher+ heart shape lollipop, is a small present but include all the love and caring inside....L.O.V.E~