我们分开了~

一场毫无预告的事情却让我们俩彼此分开了。。
当我听到你消息时，我顿时愣着，我自己不敢相信这是事实。说真的，这让我打击很大，我真的一时接受不了，我接受不了这真相。
还记得我们最后一次的谈天，你说你很幸运因为在你生命里遇见了我，你说不会让我再等下去了，你说你会出席我毕业典礼，你说。。。。我没想过这是我们最后的通话，我一直不敢去面对，心还滴着血，伤需要很久很久才会痊愈。
一直以来，我和你那幸福的时光，那是我从来没有得到过的。你很努力去为我改变，你让我坚信我们可以一起走下去。每当你牵着我手时，你会让我知道你不会那么容易放开我的手。每次吵架后，你都会笑笑的先哄回我，因为你知道我喜欢你的笑容。。
我 脑海里一直都有很多为什么，为什么事情会到这样的地步，为什么会变成这样，为什么，为什么，为什么。。。。。你从来不会丢下我那么久，但是这次你却真的丢下我了。。命运，真的在玩弄着我们俩。。
很多时候，他们都说我们不配，但是我坚信我们能走到最后。曾经我们一起的梦想就是做小生意，生活不要求很富裕，只要足够给一个小家庭就行。。你的坏和我的好正好就是互补彼此的性格。。
我们的分开不算是正式的分开吧，是命运要我们就在这里分开。。我从没想过我们会用这种方式分开，但最残忍的就是要我忘记你，当着我们不曾相识过。曾经的我们都拥有很幸福的时光，而我哪可能那轻易把你给忘了。。
我会把一切美好的都收着，把不好的通通忘了。。我不想把你忘了，我只想留着那一点点的回忆，当我往后遇到什么不开心的事时，我都会想起你曾对我说的做的。。

我爱你

我爱你， 这三个字不难说。但是要把它真实的意义表达出来或许有点难。爱，是什么？

爱，包含了包容，迁就，信任和在乎。

因为包容，我们不会因为不同背景而觉得不适合。

因为迁就，我们彼此不常吵架。

因为信任，我们不会猜疑对方。

因为在乎，我们吵架后很快就和好。

经过了波折， 我们的心更加坚定而在一起。

这段时间的波折，说真的很难熬，很辛苦。

我们而为了这距离而差点放弃了。

距离，让我们领悟了对彼此的爱，彼此的心。

每当我想放弃时，你都会拉我一把，让你温暖的手握着我让我知道我不是一个人。

失败，让我们学会了要为彼此而坚强走下去。

虽然在事业上不顺利，你让我看到了你为了要给我好的将来而努力。

爱情，让我看到了为彼此付出的心。

真爱，并不会在乎你是富有还是贫穷。

有钱时，我们一起吃大餐，去旅游。

没钱时，我们就躲在家里看电视自己下厨。

爱，不是用钱去衡量。

无论贫穷还是富有，只要你为我而努力，我也愿意陪你一起度过难关。

爱，是幸福，是开心的。

因为在爱里面，没有物质，没有钱的衡量，只有那个愿意和你走一辈子的人。

经过许多波折的爱情，可让彼此更加坚定更加坚持。

感动，是因为你愿意为了我而改变自己的坏习惯。

男人，不会轻易改变自己。当他遇上了他想要和她一辈子的女人，他才会愿意去改变。

这段时间，我感受到了那没你在身边的痛苦。

距离，让我们的思念变得越来越难呼吸。

因为思念，让我们彼此快快完成手上的工作。

也因为思念，我们更加珍惜在一起的时间。

一个孩子的心声 （真人真事）

一个三岁的小女孩通常是天真无邪，蹦蹦跳跳的跟随在大人的身边受着有如公主般的疼爱与关怀。这都是我们成人所会做所会想去疼爱一个那么幼小的孩子。但是你有没有想过大人的犯错却会连累无辜的小孩一生。小孩并没有错，错就错在她生长在一个不好的家庭里。

她，在某年某月的某一天诞生在一个大家庭。全家人都很开心的欢迎她来到这花花世界， 因为她那美丽的笑容让人觉得很窝心。她叫恩，恩赐的恩，代表着上天的恩赐。一个那么幼小的女孩通常应该有很美好的童年， 会被大人打扮得漂漂亮亮带出街，会留着长长美美的头发，或者绑着可爱的辫子。她，就因为大人的一次过错而失去了原本属于她应该有的童年。

她有一个哥哥，妈妈因为当年怀了哥哥而嫁给了爸爸。结婚后的爸爸妈妈开始了那吵吵闹闹的生活。妈妈的脾气就像一个王后，在家所有的家庭成员都要听他的命令，不可反驳她。正因为这样，爸爸和妈妈的关系更加恶劣。

她的诞生并没有改变爸爸妈妈的关系，而是变得更可怜。随着年龄的成长，她的皮肤和一般人不一样。一天一天的过去，看着别家的孩子正在外面玩耍，她就在家里面对着被细菌慢慢地吞噬她皮肤的痛苦。所有的关节也因那细菌而变得红红，皮肤也越来越薄，伤处也会很痒。她那痛苦的哭声让在那家庭的人感到心酸可怜，旁人的无助让她感到更痛苦。她，仿佛知道她和别人不一样，她这一辈子不能吃有关鸡蛋的食物，例如蛋糕；就因为鸡蛋的成分会让她皮肤发作变得更加糟糕。当别家的女孩在开开心心庆祝生日，吃着美味的蛋糕时，她只能在家面对着那不是一般人能忍受的痛苦。旁人不会了解一个小孩面临的痛苦，因为只有她自己知道。她害怕洗澡，因为当水晒在患处就会有那如此般的疼痛，就宛如跌倒了你用水洗伤口那样疼痛。而她的患处不止一小部分，而是整身的关节和颈项。

可能很多人会说为什么不把她送去医院医治，这问题我也问了很多遍，但是身为旁人只能很无助又可怜的看着她。她妈妈的坚持让所有人都替这小女孩而着急。妈妈的观念永远和别人不同，就像将一个小女孩的生命来当赌注。小女孩的皮肤一天比一天严重，妈妈依然不愿意把她送进医院治疗，就因为这样恩的皮肤也因妈妈使用那些别人所说的古老秘方而变得越来越严重，从手脚关节发红到颈项，现在细菌慢慢开始吞噬到脸部。小孩的痛苦，旁人的无助，妈妈的执着让人觉得大人的过错将造成一个无辜的孩子失去生命的悲哀。

她那无辜的眼神和渴望像其他小女孩一样的健康快乐都把旁人感到伤感。妈妈的坚持让很多人都感到生气又无助。毕竟不是自己的孩子，我们都无权去干涉她妈妈的决定。她，是多么渴望可以无忧无虑的享受各种美食。别家的孩子都有爸爸妈妈带着去吃美味的麦当劳或肯德基，她一出世到现在并没有尝过这些每个小孩都会喜爱吃的食物。只因妈妈认为她除了青菜，什么也不能让她吃。还记得有一天，大人们打包了一只鸡肉当晚餐，她偷偷的拿了一个鸡腿跑到一个黑暗的角落去吃，她知道她不能吃但是那渴望吃肉的心情让我觉得很酸很无助。

试想想一个每天都吃菜的大人，久了都会想吃肉，更何况一个正在发育成长的孩子啊。没人会知道下一秒会发生什么事，但是身为父母的他们应该知道孩子一天不医，会越来越严重。没人知道这孩子的命运会是如何，因为她的命运是掌握在她父母身上。我们能做的只有祈祷希望她会康复。

孩子，是上天赐给每位夫妇的礼物，也是彼此爱情的结晶。难道就因为婚姻不如意而赌上了孩子的性命吗？他们多么无辜，他们并没有犯错。犯错的是大人，为何要把那过错发泄在孩子身上呢？既然不合，就别把他们生下来。一旦生下来，就应该用你生命去保护他们。孩子，永远都是家里维持夫妻关系的一份子。他们是可爱的，不要因为婚姻不如意而影响了他们的成长。

每当我看见她，我都会再想多疼爱她一些。因为无助，我觉得她可怜。她的笑容一天比一天的少，我真希望再看到她那灿烂美丽的笑容。

p/s: 我写这文章不是要谴责她父母或是谁，我只希望每个父母都好好保护你们的孩子，别当一个自私的父母，孩子并没有权利去选择在哪里出世，有哪个孩子想要一出生就要面对和别人不一样的痛苦。父母，是孩子唯一的避风港，唯一的依靠。我真希望恩的父母能够醒一醒，别再为其他的事而争吵，有什么事比自己孩子的性命来的重要吗？

My 1st day and 1st week of working life

1st August 2011

This is the special date to remember in my life. After so many years for my study life, i need to enter into working society.

I work as a admin support officer in one of the multinational company in Malaysia--International Business Machine (IBM). The position i'm taking now mainly need to provide support to the IBM business partner in one of the region. Generally, it definitely do not have any work or task for the new comer on 1st week in every company. But it depends on the company whether is MNC or small company.

In IBM, it totally make me feel satisfied and comfortable when i enter into this department. Everyone seem like very busy except me. Due to i just join into this big family, i need time to learn all the IBM program and how to process everything. However, the most important is to know about my colleague.

In IBM, the management system here is quite efficient. Besides, the working environment consider good compare to other place. IBM is a company that very concern and focus on the employee needs. For example, the facilities in every department especially pantry is very nice. Some of the rules and regulation in IBM is quite good for the employee especially security.

Overall, I feel satisfied about IBM. As IBMer, you will access a lot of the program and knowledge about the software which is very high tech since IBM is a America company that provide software and hardware to global distributor and other business partner in the world.

One thing you need to concern if you wish to join IBM family is the ability to work under stress and work overtime. It is depends your luck to enter which team. But most of time you need to work overtime in IBM especially end of the month. If you wish to work for 9-5 or relax job, i think IBM is not your employer choice.

My career goal in IBM is to learn as much as i can and continue to contribute my skill and knowledge to this company in order to build my career path in MNC company in my future.

Always keep in mind that you only can perform well either you have your target or you know what you want for your future. Moreover, it does not means that you only have the bright future in MNC company. It depends on your interest and job satisfaction. So, make sure that you know what you want from the job. If not, you cant perform well in the company and it waste you and company time.

So, wish me good luck and i wish everyone good luck too in working life.

200 pounds of beauty

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZCvXd2pqHU&feature=related

Try to click for this link...
Recently, i watch a Korean Movie that called '200 Pounds of Beauty'.
The story talk about how a fatty girl try to make her life change.
She has a nice voice, but she just become back stage singer because of her appearance.
Finally, she decide to change herself by doing the plastic surgery.
At the end, she become a very famous and pretty singer.
This movie touching me a lot and it make me fall in love in the song of this movie.
Especially Ave Maria and Star.
Try to find it in Youtube.
And you will feel surprise about the voice after you listen it.
At last, i recommence this movie to those haven watch yet since this movie quite long time ago.

Have a nice day~

Hong Kong part 1

Hong Kong- is one of the popular place to travel in Asia-Pacific. It is a country with high economic growth and high standard of living. I visit to HK on the beginning of Jun 2011. Excited!! Honestly, I definitely fall in love in this country after I visit HK. I went to HK for 7 days with my baby ahd his friends.

Before leaving Malaysia

Excited!! My mum specially lend me her original Longcham bag..
WOW!!

Goodbye Malaysia

My baby and me took Malaysia Airline to fly to HK.

Although the flight ticket is very expensive,

but what i feel comfortable along my journey

They provide dinner: bread, fish rice, egg salad, dessert, chocolate and pepsi.

Nice dinner and i love it.

Besides, 

you can request to get some souvenir from stewardess.

Hong Kong Airport is the world's best airport.

Accommodation:

  There has 2 types of accommodation you can choose in HK.

First, budget hotel

Second, 4 or 5 star hotel.

The accommodation fee in HK is quite expensive.

The room normally cost for HK$500 above per night(RM200 above)

Another things you need to know is

the price for the room is not fix price.

It change everyday depends on the season.

 This is the budget hotel i stay in the first night.

It quite small but comfortable.

I stay in the Marriot HK Skycity Hotel near to the airport start on second day.

The room is so big for 2 people.

It so comfortable and

i really like it.

But, 

the price for this room is around HK$1000 above per night(RM400 above).

So, if really want to save the cost,

choose budget hotel is better.

Transportation:

Another things make me feel impress in HK is
the advance transportation.
There are 4 transport you can use in HK.
1) Taxi

There are 3 type of taxi:
i) red (as pic above)-only can go city(HK, Mongkok..) and airport
                                                  -the cost expensive a bit compare to other taxi
ii) blue- only can go Lantau (大嵎山）area
                     -so, you just can take blue taxi to go Lantau area
  -If you stay the hotel nearby airport,
                                   i suggest you to take blue taxi instead of red because blue taxi more cheaper.
iii) green- only can go Xin Jie (新界)area
   -the cost cheaper than red taxi

2) Small Bus

If you are the HK drama fans,
you sure have see this bus before.
You can take this transport if you really know how to take.

3）Double Decker bus

This bus only drive in selected area.
It is so convenient for HK people to go one place due to
the efficiency of the transportation.

4) MRT

Most of the time,
i will take MRT compare to other transprtation in HK.
The MRT in HK really convenience and fast.
It normally take 5-8 minute to reach the station.
Compare to Malaysia KTM or LRT,
you totally will feel suck about the Malaysia Train system.

Once you reach HK Airport,

the most important thing to do is to get a HK map.

You can get it in airport.

After that, 

you can take MRT from airport to go

1) tsing yi 青衣

2) kowloon　九龙

3) Hong Kong Island　香港岛

So, 

you have to know the hotel located in which area.

Then,

you only can change the train when reach one of the station.

Food:

HK has a lot of famous food that you must try if you come here.

1) Roast Goose 烧鹅

You can't find the roast goose in Malaysia .

2) Hong Kong Dim Sum 点心

 har gao虾饺

 chu cheong fun猪肠粉

xiao long bao小笼包

3）HK Polo Bun 波囖包

4) HK Milk Tea 奶茶

5) Ice Lemon Tea 冷柠檬茶

6) Gong Zai Mee公仔面
i love the HK Gong Zai mee.
If you feel hungry in the midnight,
you can go 7-11 to buy the cup mee.
There have a lot of flavor and
it really delicious and
you can't find it in Malaysia.

HK people mostly will use their octopus card (八达通）widely in HK.

This card same with the 'Touch n Go' used in Malaysia.
The advantage of the octopus card is
you can use this card for payment in various of place such as
-MRT
-Bus
-Vending machine
-7-11
-fast food restaurant
-supermarket
-and others
In order to encourage people to use octopus card in HK,
government set the lower price for the transportation fare rate to
octopus card user compare to those buying the train ticket.
Although the difference of the fare rate is not really large,
this strategy look effective to encourage people to use it.

Although i went to HK for 1 week,
i'm not visit to many place in HK.
I plan to go Macau and Shen Zhen if i visit HK next time.
Most of the time,
i went to go shopping when in HK
Needless to say that,
HK is the heaven of shopping.

The shop that you need to go in HK:

1) Sasa Shop

- it is a famous shop for skin care, hair care, body care and fragrance 

2) Esprit Shop

3) Bossini Shop

4) Geordano Shop

- famous clothes shop in HK

- the price really cheap compare in Malaysia

5) branded shop

-Gucci

-LV

-Prada

- Coach

-and others 

6) Sport wear and shoes

-Nike

- Addidas

- Puma

-and others

7) fashionable wear

- because of the manufacturer of most of the HK item is in China,

therefore the cost for the item is really cheap.

-the price of the item sold in the lady street (女人街) or other street is 

quite cheap and can negotiable. 

-Sometime, they will ask for higher price to sell the item.

But you can negotiable with them with the affordable price.

My harvest in HK

 One of the part for my harvest in HK

 edc for Esprit

G2 woman formal pants

 some of the cosmetic and body care

Disney Micky Key Chain

And finally,

i will discuss the place to go in HK in next chapter.

Myself,

Casual wear

Special thanks for my baby for bring me to go HK~
Appreciate it very much.....^^

Sungai Klah Hot Spring

I went to a nice hot spring with my baby last day. Sungai Klah Hot Spring located at Sungkai town, Perak. Depart from my house by using the PLUS highway, it take around 1 hour 30 minute to reach the Sungkai town.
After pass the Sungkai toll, go straight and turn left when reach the traffic light junction. Then, you can see got the signboard that show you the direction to go Sungai Klah Hot Spring...You just need to follow the signboard then you can reach the destination.
YAHOOOO~It is my first time to come to this Malaysia Well- Known hot spring with my baby. Damn EXCITED! After around 30 minutes journey from the toll, we finally reach the destination...

 SUNGAI KLAH HOT SPRING 

Sungai Klah Hot Spring is one of the residence under Felda Organization.

Yeah! baby and me... 

 Sungai Klah Hot Spring Map..

Let's see so many facilities here..

Wow...

Which one you want to go?

nice environment and weather..

Suitable for family to come for picnic..

There has the  Family Spa that allow all family members 

enjoy the hot spring together..

So many people...

the man with orange color shirt is one of the workers there..

he explain the benefit and advantages for the hot spring kindly.

Water Reflexology

You can try to walk barefoot along this hot stream of water cover

by stone.

If you walk barefoot along this facility,

you do not feel pain of it,

it means you are healthy.

the temperature around 30-40 degree

This is not so hot compare to others.

Egg Boiling activity

A lot of people quite enjoy to boil the egg in the hot spring.

If you forget to bring your own eggs,

you can purchase some egg from the stall here.

5 eggs for RM2

30 eggs for RM12

Remember to count the time if you prepare to boil the egg.

Big pool with cool water.

You even can enjoy the cool water here.

Wow..

I like this...

I'm sure all kids are enjoying to play water here..
 my baby and me play like small kid at this place..

Tempayan Cafe..

There has a lot of stall to sell some food here..

You will not get hungry if you got money...^.^

 The water in this pool is quite hot..

But my baby and me LIKE it..

Green color shirt----->my baby

and this is the final result after i put my feet inside the pool for 1 hour..

My feet become red in color..

At last, 

let's come to enjoy the hot spring with your family at

Sungkai Klah Hot Spring, Sungkai Perak

This is a another destination worth to come instead of those shopping mall.

Facial Treatment Mask

If you wish to have moisture and beauty face, 

you definitely cannot miss out the important function of facial mask.

 As i know that, there has many types of facial mask in this market. 

It is depends your skin type whether is oily skin, dry skin or combination skin. 

For me, my skin type is combination + sensitive. 

So, i face a lot of problem in searching the suitable product for my skin care.

 In order to get the moisture skin, i will apply facial mask twice per week. 

Sometime i will do it everyday but depends on the product.

 Recently, i use some facial mask that i strong recommence to those who wish to have beauty skin.

 Neutrogena Deep Hydrating Mask

It contain intensive hydrating and Vitamin C formula

special for healthy and bouncy skin.

I'm not really like this mask because the 

fluid inside is very less compare with other mask.

Place to buy: Watson and Guardian Malaysia

 Bio-essence Tri-Action Aqua Boost Sleeping Mask

This mask contain the 

1. Hyaluronic Acid- support the formation and maintenance of colla-

gen to improve elasticity and firmness

2.Olive extract -rich in Vitamin A and E to fight for the harmful free 

radicals.

3. Cranberry oil- High in essential fatty acids to preserve moisture and 

dry skin 

4. Ginseng-Penetrates deep into skin to promote cell regeneration.......  

 5. Thanakha extract- Possesses natural sunblock protection ability and 

has anti-wrinkle properties

I like this sleeping mask because it really make my skin look moisture after

i wake up in the morning.

It will not cause my skin feel allergic and sensitive.

Place to buy: Watson, Guardian, Hypermarket and pharmacy in Malaysia

 Skinlite Cooling Cucumber Pads

It mainly to soothes tired eyes and refresh skin. 

Besides, it can help to reduce eye puffiness and 

it contain the cucumber extract and vitamin E.

It has 24 pre-moistened pads that allow you to 

apply in your tired eyes.

Besides, you can apply on your cheek to refresh 

your face when you feel tired.

Place to buy: Sasa Malaysia

 Biolyn Purifying Acne Mask

This mask can help to reduce the number of blackheads and

acnes pimples.

It also helps to prevent new acne break out.

This mask is oil free but contain the non-drying preparation which 

helps skin clear of new acne blemishes. 

I special recommence this mask to acne-prone skin person

because this mask really good to reduce the blackheads and 

pimples and it will not cause the dryness for skin.

This mask really cheap compare to other brand.

It normally cause below RM5 per piece.

Place to buy: Biolyn Shop 

 Biolyn Pearl Essence Mask

It contain the pearl powder and highly concentrated ingredients 

from various plants.

It helps to lighten skin and smoothen wrinkles.

Besides, it aids skin regeneration as well as reduce skin aging.

It suitable for all skin types 

Place to buy: Biolyn Shop

 Watson Active Moisturising Stretchable Mask

It is one of my favorite mask.

This mask totally fit the contour of the face perfectly.

It pressure formed by the stretching effect of the mask that 

can help the skin absorb the essence better.

I love to use this mask because it totally fit my face and

giving the moisture effect on my face.

I strongly recommence this mask to my friends.

Place to buy: Watson Malaysia.

 Beauty Mate- Purifying and Hydrating Nano Mask (Left)

                  -Anti Blemish Repairing Nano Mask(Right)

For Purifying and Hydrating Nano mask,

it contain the hyaluronic acid and collagen that can

help to smooth out the skin texture.

It also contain the pearl power that help to cool off

and calm the skin, reduce wrinkles and pump up the 

moisture level.

For Anti Blemish Repairing Nano Mask,

it contain the Charmomile extract that can calm down 

the skin and relieve redness.

It also contain Aloe that provide natural moisture locking factor to

keep the skin supple and dedicate in all environment.

This mask is special for acne-prone skin.

It can reduce the size of pore and help to regulate oil level

of skin.

I like the Beauty Mate mask because it give the nice effect 

for my skin and another things is the price is affordable.

Place to buy: Watson and 7-11 Malaysia

 My Scheming 我的心机 Herbal Anti Acne Mask

This mask contain orris and green tea extract which can balance

oil secretion and relieve the oily skin problem.

It also can help to reduce inflammation and pores,

moisture skin, improve skin quality and prevent an 

allergic reaction.

This mask is special for ance-prone skin and oily skin.

Place to buy: Watson Malaysia

My Scheming 我的心机 Bird's Nest Collagen Mask

It formulated with the bird's nest and collagen extract that 

rich in hydrating properties and it help to boost skin's elasticity.

I personally recommence use this mask because it contain the 

rich collagen that can moisture the skin.

It can reduce the size of my pore as well.

Place to buy: Watson Malaysia

My Scheming 我的心机 Sakura Whitening Mask

It riched with the Vitamin C that can penetrates deeply onto 

skin to restore moisture, radiance and purify the pore.

This mask mainly help to control excessive sebum mildly,

at the same time brightening the skin generously.

It give me the brightening effect for my skin after i used it.

Place to buy: Watson Malaysia

 My Scheming 我的心机 Bamboo Charcoal and Cryste Marine

Whitening Double Lifting Mask

Bamboo Charcoal extract help to lock the moisture to skin, repairing the 

skin problem and brighten the skin as well.

This mask mainly moisture the skin and it can help to reduce size of pore as 

well as whitening the skin.

Place to buy: Watson Malaysia

 My Scheming 我的心机 Hyaluronan and Blue-Green Algae

Hydrating Double Lifting Mask

This mask mainly help to lock the moisture of the skin and repair the 

dry skin problem.

It has the face and neck double lifting effect where you can apply it on

your neck as well as your face.

Place to buy : Watson Malaysia 

As a conclusion,

you can take it as suggestion when you want to 

choose for the facial mask.

Try it and apply it once or twice of week.

If you wish to have beauty face, 

so apply it frequently and do not 

lazy to move.