心碎的那一刻

和他可以说相识了差不多半年，对他有种很特别和难以形容的感觉。 你问我喜欢他吗， 我会答我喜欢他；但你问我想和他一起吗， 我会很犹豫我是否适合和他一起。
和他在一起的时刻，很开心，我不知道为什么他让我那么喜欢和他在一起。他对我会很体贴温柔，我们总是有说不完的话题，可以说我们是知己。我了解他的性格，我想他也了解我吧。他曾经告诉我他需要时间去忘掉之前那伤害他很深的恋情。
曾经的我，因为在乎他而时常和他吵架。我们因为不了解对方，在加上彼此的脾气也不小，每次把事情吵到很复杂。很多时候我会告诉自己，我们好像并不适合。但是我最后还是选择原谅和道歉。
昨天，我们发生了很大的争执。可能他遇到很烦的事情，再加上他把那脾气发在我身上，我根本接受不到他这样的行为。我们吵到很严重的地步，他说了很多伤害我的话。说真的，我真的很伤心，心痛到眼泪都把我衣服弄湿了。我心痛因为他把我和他的友情看的那么浅。我心痛他可以那么轻易的说出很多难听的话来伤害我。
我，并不是个复杂的女生。
我，从没要求他要给我什么。
我，并没打算真的和他一起。
但是，我还是继续待在他身边，给他支持，给他力量，做他的聆听者。
我知道他需要别人的支持和鼓励。
喜欢一个人，并不需要真的去拥有他。
而我，我选择了待在他身边给他鼓励和支持。他烦恼时，我会和他一起分担。虽然我没什么能力帮到他，但是我可以做的就是做他的聆听者，让他诉苦。
当他面对压力时，我可以买些他喜欢吃的甜点来鼓励他。
可能以后我们不一定可以在一起， 但是我会陪他直到他真正喜欢的女人出现。
虽然你会说我很笨，但是我可以为他做的就只有这些。
说真的，我很生气很心痛尤其是他那些句句难听的话。
虽然最后我选择原谅，但是伤害最终还是伤害了，心里的疤痕不会随着原谅而复原。
即使他道歉了，那伤害还是无法当着没发生过。
一千句的我喜欢你永远都不能盖过一句那么伤人的话。

如果我们的友情是件儿戏，那么我宁愿放弃。因为在那个时候，他已经不值得我为他付出了。。

A letter From Mom and Dad

My child,
When I grow old, I hope you understand and have patience with me.
In case I break a plate, or spill soup on the table because I'm loosing my eye sight,
I hope you don't yell at me.
Older people are sensitive, always having self pity when you yell.
When my hearing gets worse and I can't hear what you are saying,
I hope you don't call me "Deaf!"
Please repeat what you said or write it down.
I'm sorry, my child,
I'm getting older.
When my knee get weaker, I hope you have the patience to help me get up.
Like how I used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk.
Please bear with me.
When I keep repeating myself like a broken record,
I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please don't make fun of me or get sick of listening to me
Do you remember when you were little and you wanted a balloon?
You repeated yourself over and over until you got what you wanted.
Please also pardon my smell.
I smell like an old person,
Please don't force me to shower. My body is weak. Old people get sick easily when they're cold.
I hope I don't gross you out,
Do you remember when you were little?
I used to chase you around because you didn't want to shower.
I  hope you can be patient with me, when I'm always cranky. Its all part of getting old.
You'll understand when you're older and if you have spare time. I hope we can talk, even for a few minutes.
I'm always all by myself all the time, and have no one to talk to.

When I read until the last paragraph of the letter, my tears drop without I realize. All the scene about my child time how they educate and teach me appear in my mind. Parents, take care about us from the baby until we grow up. They sacrifice their time and money, but they just want us to be a good person in this society. They never request anything from us, they just want us to spend more time with them after we work. Appreciate the time when you spend with them. You will become parents too in the future, do not always think about yourselves........

Simple city in Indonesia~Medan

01/03/2012, this is my first time to reach the land of Medan. By taking the Air Asia flight, we reach here safely without any delay. We staying in my relative house for 5 days 4 nights in Medan and they bring us to visit quite a lot of nice place. Let me share some interesting view about Medan.

Location
Medan is located at the northern coast of Indonesia and it is the fourth largest city in Indonesia after Jakarta, Surabaya and Bandung.

Tourism Place
The most famous tourism place in Medan is Lake Toba. Lake Toba is a largest lake in Indonesia. We used almost 2 hours and a half to reach Pearl of Lake Toba from my relative house. The journey is far and the road is quite worse due to Indonesia government is not fully develop for this tourism place.

 I feel amazing with the view of Lake Toba. 

The weather  is almost same with the weather in Genting Highland. 

You totally wont feel hot when you come to this place.

Unfortunately, this place not really well developed as a tourism place by Indonesia government. The facilities here still not really good. Apart from that, please remember to wear long sleeve and apply more and more sun block when you decide to come for this place. If not, you will regret because it really cause sun burn. My skin totally get serious sun burn after I came back.

Maha Vihara Maitreya Temple is the biggest temple in Indonesia and it is also a famous temple in Asia.

 A very beautiful lotus that plant in front of the temple.

 Sky pot

 Cute monk bite by a puppy

 There has a nice decoration in the temple that allow people to take photo

This temple is really large and a lot of people love to come here to pray and exercise. You can see a lot of people gather outside of the temple to jog or playing badminton. If you are Buddhist, you have to come to this place to pray and visit. You definitely will not feel regret.

Food
Duck Mihun.

This is one of my favorite food in Medan. The taste is very nice especially the duck meat. If you like to eat duck, you definitely will love this food in Medan.You definitely will not find this special food in Malaysia.

Satay Padang,

Satay Padang is a dish from Padang, western Sumatra. It is a traditional dish that made in chicken, lamb, squid and many more. The satay sauce is quite different compare to Malaysia. It made from rice flour, tumeric, ginger, garlic, coriander,galangal root, cumin, curry powder and salt.

Meranti Swiss Roll
It is famous Swiss roll in Medan and a lot of people queue to buy this everyday. You definitely have to try this when you come to Medan. There has three different flavor such as Mocha, Blueberry and cheese. For me, I love cheese flavor very much. This is hard to describe the taste of this Swiss roll. The Mocha Swiss Roll is too sweet and I do not really like it. You can buy this as a souvenir when you come to Medan. Due to I only know how to eat it until I forgot to take the picture for this Swiss Roll, so you can google and find the image for this.

Shopping
Medan, is not a shopping heaven for shopaholic. It is not worth to shop in Indonesia due to the price for most of the clothes, bag or shoes are expensive. For example, I saw a nice cardigan in one of the shopping center in Medan, it cost around RM98 while it only cost around RM50 in Malaysia. However, the only things cheaper here is petrol. The cost for petrol is lower than Malaysia currently.

Culture
In addition, most of the local people here open their business in Medan. According to my relative, the rent and expenses to open a shop in Medan very high compare to Malaysia. In addition, the salary consider lower than Malaysia due to large population that cause the labor cost is very cheap in Medan.

Transportation
For tourist, it is better to rent a car that can bring you all go to the place you want to visit in Medan. It is naked truth to say that the transportation in Medan is not so convenient. Most of the local people will take their car or public transport like becak (Beca in Malay), small bus, taxi and train.

Point of view
Medan is a very simple and relax city. Compare to Malaysia, the city do not have much tall building and well develop by government. However, I feel surprise that all the road users in Medan know how to tolerate among themselves when drive. Due to Indonesia has large population compare to Malaysia, it always cause the traffic jam in the city. I really feel impress about the toleration of all the road users in Medan. They normally will hon to let other car or motorcyclist know that they want to change line or go other side. This culture will never happened in Malaysia due to Malaysia people normally already feel mad when hon by other car.

Compare to Medan, Malaysia already consider a very nice country to live forever. We have a lot of shopping mall, nice garden to exercise, advance public transport, high basic salary and subsidies or allowance from government . As Malaysian, we have to appreciate what we have in this country. We should feel proud to born in Malaysia.

Mochi Sweets: Japanese Luxury Deli~~

Hi, it quite a long time for me do not update my blog after i start to work.

Here, I want to share some nice food with everyone that I discover recently. That is Japanese Mochi.

Mochi Sweets has 2 outlet in KL, one is located at Pavilion Tokyo Street and another one is located at The Garden. I bought this Mochi at The Garden outlet and I highly recommend for this dessert because it is really taste nice especially you consume it after the Mochi skin turn soft.

There are several flavor for this Mochi and I already try for Cream Chocolate, Sakura, Red Bean, Mango Yoghurt, Chestnut Cream and Blueberry Cream. For me, I love Sakura, Mango and Chestnut Cream flavor.
Although the price quite expensive, I think that it is worth to try it once due to this Mochi are imported from Japan. Another things I want to say is the Green tea Mochi is the top selling among all the Mochi. I never try it before due to it always out of stock when I want buy it for try. However, I believe that the other flavor of Mochi are nice too.

I serve it when I stop at the Austin Chase coffee shop to enjoy a cup of Cappuccino with my friend. It was a relax weekend that can enjoy high tea and Mochi Sweets with him.

My Mochi with Cappuccino.............Another good suggestion to enjoy during weekend.