一则他的故事（真人真事）

 一则他的故事：

从小身在小康之家的他，虽然在完整的家庭，虽然身为在家最小的家庭成员，父母亲都疼爱他。他有个哥哥，但是自小他们的感情不是很好，哥哥的自闭让他很难去靠近。
父母的心大多放在哥哥的身上，在家哥哥比任何人还要像王，每个人都要去服侍他，哥哥说一，其他人大多数不说二，相比最小的他，一出生就要享有第二的待遇。
一天一天地长大，哥哥读学院了，他则读中学。感情还是一样冷淡，在同一间家里讲话的次数五指手指都数的到。父母亲买了一辆汽车给哥哥，而小的还是继续走路上学。哥哥是家里的长子，父母亲很辛苦的赚钱供他上学院。接近中五毕业的他，是时候选择要上学院和中六。妈妈告诉他，因为要让哥哥读最好的，所以叫他选择中六，因为爸爸供不起他去学院。他很明白，虽然曾经埋怨过，但埋怨不能改变结局。

上了中六的那年，他拼命读书，每个月和爸爸妈妈拿补习费和零用钱，妈妈总是很困难的从钱包掏出钱来。他知道他们很辛苦，辛苦的节俭让哥哥和他读书。最终，他在中六考上了全班第一名，全级第4 名。这时候的他刚考到车牌，但是他的命运不比哥哥好，因为父母告诉他，他们没能力买车给他，而家里的车太大辆也不能让他驾。只有哥哥的车，但是哥哥需要用到车去学院。从小，哥哥要的东西永远都是第一个拿到的，而他则永远用着哥哥不要的。

中六毕业后， 他就开始在外打工，为了就是不再和爸爸妈妈拿钱，用自己的双手赚钱。把那些赚回来的钱买自己要的东西，在那时候开始他告诉自己是时候开始独立了。

上了大学的那年， 他离开了家住进宿舍。和家人的关系也不那么好，虽然有时会回家，但是一个人还是躲进房间里做着自己的东西。有时，他会在想如果父母亲从小不是特别偏袒哥哥，可能一家人的关系不会那么疏远。有时他不想回家，因为家里缺乏了那些温暖。

有时他会在想父母亲很光荣因为他们的儿女都是大学生，但在他心里他们是失败的父母亲。很多时候，别人会羡慕着他家庭，虽然不是富有的家庭，只是小康之家，但是家家有本难念的经。现在的他长大了， 这些感觉从小到现在已经麻木了。 家，已经不是那个他想要的家了。

可能妈妈的管教方式有点偏激可以养出一个大学生，但是妈妈永远不知道在他心里永远只把他当着生他的妈妈，而不是什么都可以说出口的朋友。因为他要什么，妈妈都必须问过哥哥的意见。在妈妈的心里他永远都不够哥哥好，不够哥哥会的多。例如，连写英文妈妈都会觉得他不会。

他不讨厌妈妈，因为妈妈和爸爸有时也会疼他，虽然不比哥哥多。 他的成长并不是很完美，因为家里的因数，他碰到很多瓶颈。在感情上遇过很多创伤，在那伤痕累累的泪痕里，他成功的培养出自信和他认为他自己什么困难都可以克服。

眼看就快出社会工作，他告诉自己要努力向前，为的是要让爸爸妈妈过舒服的日子。哥哥的忙碌让他觉得需要好好孝顺爸爸妈妈。虽然在他们的心里，他的分量不比哥哥来的重要，他知道孝义在华人习俗里是不可忘记的。

Island of God: BALI

Bali island is located west of Java, Indonesia. It is a famous island in Asia Pacific with world class surfing and diving, unique cultural, beautiful seaside and enormous range of the accommodation. Bali island is an ideal vacation for honeymoon or back pack trip. It is one of the island won the international travel award in Asia. 

It is a very nice place to relax your mind. I love island because it is only the place can allow me to forget everything and enjoy my holiday maximally. What so special for BALI ISLAND???

 Sunset-  You can spend time on black and white beach to get a relax.

 Body Massage and Spa-You definitely cannot miss out to try the traditional body spa when you come to Bali Island. It is a good idea to have a body massage and spa to relax yourself.

 Since Bali Island known as the world class surfing and diving center, you definitely cannot miss to join this activities. Bali is an ideal place for scuba diving and snorkeling.

 accommodation: It is depending on your financial status whether you choose to live in high class villa or budget hotel. No matter where you live in, the most important is comfortable. I love to live in villa where I can enjoy the beautiful view after wake up or else I can straight jump into the swimming pool when open the balcony door. ^.^

 Majority of the local people are adherence to Balinese Hinduism, formed as a combination of existing local belief Hindu influence from mainland Southeast Asia and South Asia. Therefore, there has several Hindu temple .One of the popular temple worth to visit is Seven Seaside Temples.

Balinese and Indonesian are a widely spoken language in Bali. As the Bali Island become a famous Island in the world, English is become a third language to communicate in Bali. Moreover, English become a primary foreign language which widely spoken between the business people and tourist. 

Nightlife in Bali- The life in Bali become totally different during the night time. You can experience the nightlife in Bali especially at Sanur and Kuta. It has a lot of karaoke, bars, clubs, nightclubs and discos let you to discover it in the island at night.

爱的忠告。。

爱是从一个微笑开始，

爱上一个不爱你的人是痛苦的，

爱上一个人却没勇气让他知道更是痛苦。 

也许是上天的安排，

让你在遇到你的真命天子之前，

遇到了几个有缘无份的人，

这让我们去学会了珍惜者迟来的礼物。

当一切的浪漫，冲动和激情消失，

而你却还对那个他保持关心和牵挂，

那就是爱。

在生命中，

最悲伤的事莫过于放弃自己所爱的人，

看着他远离但你却无动于衷，

让他离去，

因为他再也给不到你要的幸福。

 

在付出爱时，

谁也不确定会得到回报，

不要去期待得到他的爱，

应该去等待让你的爱慢慢在他心中发芽。

如果你的心还没安定，

那请你永远不要说要放弃。

爱是属于那些灰心失望却继续等待的人，

爱是属于那些曾被出卖欺骗却坚坚信美好的人，

爱是属于那些已经伤痕累累却渴望爱的人。

和一个人反目只须一分钟，

和一个人相爱却要以小时，

要忘记一个人却要花一辈子的时间。

一句无心的话会引起一场争斗，
一句残酷的话会毁坏一个人的生活，
一句及时的话会平复一场波浪，
一句充满爱心的话会治愈别人的伤口。 

爱的真谛，

是让你爱的人做回他自己，

而不是成为你理想的人。

领悟。。。

在那一瞬间，

有种不好的感觉，

在这社会里，

我仿佛看到了很多人的另一面，

这让我领会到：

成绩好的人不就应该帮成绩差的人吗？

富有的人不就应该体谅那些拼命在外打工的人吗？

有父母疼爱的人不就应该更明白孤儿想要被人疼爱的感受吗？

事实上，

成绩好的人永远都不会明白成绩差的人，

因为他们觉得他们比任何人聪明，

但是他们永远不会知道成绩差的人也会有出人头地的一天。

一出生就享有富有的人永远不会明白那些穷人的感受，

因为他们不曾像那些人顶着热晒雨淋辛苦的赚钱，

他们永远不会明白钱对那些不富有的人来说是多么辛苦得到的。

那些身在福中不知福的人永远不会明白那些孤儿的感受，

他们不会知道那些孤儿渴望被人疼爱的感受，

他们不会知道生长在一个没有双亲陪伴的日子有多么的寂寞。

Just A DREAM~~~

DREAM~DREAM~DREAM~everyone seem to have wonderful or perfect dream in his life...I can say i have a million trillion dream in my life, but then the main problem is it I can achieve it in my life in the future?If it is impossible to achieve, i feel that it is a nice dream for me because at least i dream it before in my life...^.^

Let's see it............WHAT IS MY DREAM?

1. silky and long straight hair

 I believe every girl have a dream to have a long and silky straight hair like those model in the advertisement . I wish to have it too, but then it is quite difficult to achieve it because everyone has different hair type.

 Although it is impossible to get the perfect long and silky hair as those advertisement model, I wish at least can own a black and long hair. It look natural and gorgeous if girl have a black and silky long hair.

2. Gucci bag

Someone told me that a girl have to own at least one branded bag once in her life. Every girl wish to bring her branded bag when outing for dinner or dating. It is same for me as i wish to own my first Gucci bag in the future. Although it has a lot of branded bag in market such as LV, Coach, Prada....But Gucci is my favorite brand....I wish to get it soon in my life..^.^

3. sexy body shape

Do you know every guy wish to have a girl friend who has a sexy body shape like Maggi Q? I wish to have those S shape body figure without any tummy coming out. It look nice when you wear tight shirt or low waist jeans. It make you feel more confidence and pretty if you have a perfect body figure. Maggi Q is one of my idol to give me strength to achieve it...

4. Maxi dress

I found out that maxi dress is one of the nice outfit which can make you look more gorgeous in front of people's eyes. It is hard to find a nice and suitable maxi dress, but then you can match it with a high heel shoes if you are short like me. I wish to wear the maxi dress one day.^.^


5. a nice design for my future house

a nice design of Bedroom can give a very comfortable feeling to rest. I wish to have a modern design for my future bedroom. A soft bed with warm light in the bedroom able to make me feel i love to stay in my house everyday. 

In addition, a modern design for living room with a big LCD TV and comfortable sofa is a heaven for everyone after back from work.

 Bathroom~is one of the relaxation place for you instead of bedroom. You can do your home spa and shower in bath tab. It sound great to enjoy your home spa when you feel tired after work.

Garden~I wish to decorate for my garden. It able to help you relax your mind when you walk along the home garden which plant a lot of flower and tree.

6. Grand wedding

I wish to have a grand and memorable wedding in my future. Every girl only have a wedding once in her life. It is a awesome event with full of happiness and wish.

7. nice wedding dress

Every girl wish to be a pretty and gorgeous bride in her wedding day. I wish to wear a nice wedding dress when the day i marry.........

8. a cute and good looking child

If it has a machine to choose how your future child's appearance, i will wish my future son look like Matthew or have a perfect looking for my future daughter. I love to see Matthew very much because he is super cute and handsome.

At last, it is just a dream for me although i know some of it is impossible to achieve it. But then I will feel happy when i dream about it. No matter what life or what things you wish to get,the most important is happiness. 

Sometime, you may live happily with someone you love for a very simple life.

Sometime, simple look is nice too...^.^

YOU appear in my dream~

YOU, appear in my dream recently but then.........

I don't know who are you?

YOU are the previous or now?

If you are the one for previous,

I want to tell you, 

I miss the previous moment, 

the place we went to,

the food we enjoyed,

the things we shared....

If you are the one for now,

i wanna tell you,

i will appreciate you til the last moment,

i want to tell you,

i want always cook for you,

i want to make your tummy always bigger when you beside me.

i want hug and kiss you every morning when i wake up..

Anyway,

either you are the previous one or the one for now,

i want to say,

I never regret to appreciate you....

Thanks for you appear in my life....

The day i become a cinderella before 12am