一个开始~

某日某月某年，我们在一个机会下认识；
虽然不长时间 ，但是我们却变得无话不说的好朋友；
你我分享一切的一切，连你的秘密也告诉我；
我很开心，因为我是第一个知道这个秘密；
证明了我在你心中是个很重要的朋友；
你让我在你面前变成了一个小孩；
你对我的关怀与疼爱不是每个男人给到的；
我喜欢你为我笑得样子，我喜欢你为了让我快乐做的鬼脸；
我喜欢和你分享一切；我喜欢和你一起讨论我们学校的一切；
不知道这感觉会到几时，但是我很珍惜它；
因为我们是要好得好朋友，我想珍惜你的一切；
我希望猫猫和狗狗的故事可以一直延续下去。。
我说过如果一切重来，我希望我们可以在一起，因为我们很多地方都很相识；
但是我会很珍惜我们的友谊，因为你真的让我可以无忧无虑的在你面前撒娇；
谢谢你的一切，你对我的疼爱，我不会忘记~

frens really important~

03/02/10~tis is a terrible day for me because my mood from happy turn to down suddenly when i open facebook in lab...The feeling is hard to express when i got to know one of my close fren need to do brain surgery tat day..I feel sorry to him because i do not care about him before..I suddenly feel worry and scare; i scare i will lose him in my life..I almost cry when lab time, my tears almost drop in front of everyone..

He is my close fren and he treat me very good...He will try to help me whenever i need help, i like his friendly and kindness..We always go out together before i enter my university...I feel regret because i seldom care about him after i busy in my study and new friendship..I realize that nothing is important than my friend except my family..I cant lose both of them ( friends n family)..I cant lose some1 really appreciate me because they treat me very good than i treat them..

I try to call him tat nite, i feel happy because he told me he is ok...I feel happy when hear form him, it make me miss him because it quite long time v din meet and chat together after i start my study in university..I promise to myself i will care more about him because he d 1 i need to appreciate in my life...

1st time~

I never know the truth until i asking him such a question..."why you like me?"....
It was my first time to see his face give me a very sweet answer..."because i love you..."
Remembered that we hang out to have lunch together and something happened to me make me look messy and untidy...He laugh at me that time and i felt very embarrass in front of him. It was my 1st time to receive a surprise comment from him.."I like to see you in such a way..is real from you"
" i already fall in love to you when i meet you 1st time..", it was another sweet answer i received from 2 guys,i don't know whether is true or false but i can know their feeling when they tell me that bravely..It is my 1st time to know i give a good impression in front of them..
"I only had my eyes on u, i wanted to be close but i scare.."..
"i like the way u care for other.."
It's make me feel touching all the time when he told me that...I feel happy and confident in front of them..Thank you...I really happy when you let me know your feeling because it is precious for me to have someone appreciate and like me all the way without realization..

忘不了~

过了那么久，怎样忘也忘不了。。我知道你还住在我心里，我还在想着你，我不知道这感觉会到几时才结束，我很希望从你口中找到可以让我停止等待和想念你的借口。。从你离开到现在，我还是活在有你的影子，可能就是非你不可，我试过和别人交往过，但是还是不能。。我这辈子就只有你吗？你离开那么久，我就一直在等待着，有时并不是刻意去等待，但是我的心就是只要飞向你那里，其他人就不要。。我不知道为什么，我不是个爱玩弄感情的女生，我相信很多朋友会认为我是这种，你最了解我了，你知道我真正的性格，你知道我真正是怎样的女生。。只有你了解我，你会让我死心吗？这几年我心只属于你，向着你。。我尝试打开我心房去接受其他男生，但是最后还是不能维持那关系。。不是因为我花心，而是我不想要拖拖拉拉的，不适合就赶快结束。。可能我这一生只想和你一起，如果一切改变了或许我可以在我人生真正放弃你。。如果我们不能再回到从前的感觉，我会选择和你做个普通朋友，但是我还是抱着一丝希望。。因为我相信老天考验着我们的爱情，我们结束了吗？?我知道你一直以来都知道我的心意，因为我还是我，我并没有改变，只是思想改变了许多，我不会像以前那样小孩子脾气了，我不会像以前那样爱无理取闹了。。我不清楚你改变了吗？对于我，你也改变了吗？我知道我们以前有代沟，很多问题都解决不了，但是至少我们曾经真心爱过，不在乎谁付出多，只会时时刻刻在乎对方。。我只对你，其他男人我从不会太在乎，因为我从来看不透他们的心。。只要你告诉我愿不愿意把我的手交给你，我会告诉你：‘我愿意’。。。

From long to short~

I change my hair style last few week....It was my 1st time to cut my hair till so short...I love long hair very much because it make me look more ladies n sexy lo....

 

After i cut my hair, my friends told me i look like more young n like a little girl~Am i really look like little girl now? I don't know is it  nice for me now...hehe..But i feel happy because i can try a different style...

already gone

Already gone~Everything is already gone,we cant go back to previous and find back the memory with someone you love after break up.Regret, disappointed, sad n missing already not important now because everything is gone, everything was pass...

I cant do anything after i left you, I'm sorry because i cant accompany you go through ur life. I know u suffer and face a lot of problem there, but i cant help u at all. I just can know ur news through ur parents. Sometime i feel anxious and worry when i know u face some problem there. You cant share with me, you cant contact me, you cant meet me after u left me...'i love u' - this words already not important for us.....

I choose to end up our relationship not because i'm not love you, is because i love u more than u do....I love u, i need to support what u decide; i love u, i don wan u worry me here when u work hard there; i love u, i hope we can continue love story after u come back; i love u, i willing to wait for u........

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right

期待

期待是怎么样的心情呢？从三年前舞会的那一刻，我就一直期待着你的到来。虽然等待的日子很长，但是我还是在思念里等待着，好想有天你在我不知道的情况下出现在我面前给我一个惊喜；好想你对我说其实你也很想念我；好想你告诉我你多想念以前一起的日子。。我有好多话想和你说，但是我却不知从何说起。我好期待你回来，因为对我来说是件很开心的事。好想见见我的老朋友。。